The Terrifying Beauty of God Pulling Us into the Deep
Andrew McMillan delivers a vivid, soul-stirring spiritual autobiography that challenges comfortable Christianity and invites readers into a deeper, more dangerous faith. Using the powerful metaphor of deep-sea fishing, the author recounts how an unexpected encounter with Jesus Christ upended his plans, ambitions, and sense of control—pulling him into a lifelong journey of surrender, global ministry, and miraculous reality. From youthful restlessness and intellectual skepticism to decades of leadership, revival, and personal cost in Medellín, Colombia, the book traces a life shaped not by certainty, but by pursuit.

Born in the West Virginia, majored in literature and Religion at the University of Virginia, received a Masters of Divinity at Yale. Pastored 7 years in New Jersey before being called to Colombia, South America almost 40 years ago.

This book is for seekers, disillusioned believers, and anyone who senses that God may be far more powerful—and far more loving—than they ever imagined.